Seeing The Invisible
When the Body Speaks Before the Mind
Your body usually knows when change is around the corner, much sooner than your mind is willing to accept.
I remember the time before I closed down my old business, Wild Women Studios. I felt uneasy. Tense. Easily irritated. But I couldn’t explain why. Until one evening. I was at the grocery store, standing in front of the vegetable section and suddenly I could feel tears streaming down my face.I was overwhelmed. Completely disconnected from something as simple as deciding what to buy. My nervous system was already at its limit stretched thin from a tension I didn’t fully understand yet. People looked at me, confused and I left without buying anything.
And somewhere between those shelves and the walk home, I realized: Something wasn’t okay.
Not in a subtle way. Not in a “just push through it” kind of way. Something was off on a deeper level. My body knew long before my mind could catch up. Because if I’m honest. I had been slowly building a business, a setup… that no longer felt like mine.
Conversations with potential clients started to feel heavy. What used to be natural suddenly required effort. I felt like I had lost my spark and with it, my interest in the very things I used to share so freely. But I didn’t want to see it yet. So I stayed in it. Tried to fix it. Tried to make it work. Because from the outside, everything still made sense.
This Is the Moment Where Identity Shifts Begin
This is usually the moment where an identity shift begins, in the quiet discomfort, in the subtle feeling that something isn’t quite right, not when everything falls apart, but when something inside you quietly stops aligning and your body can feel it.
At that time, I didn’t have clarity. I didn’t have a plan. But I had something else: images and sensations.Because my nervous system was so overwhelmed, I started turning to meditation and guided visualizations more frequently. As someone who is naturally intuitive and visual, this had always been a way for me to come back to myself. But for months, nothing really happened. I would sit down, try to drop in, and there were no images, no visions. Just silence.
And then, after about six or seven months, something shifted. For the first time in a long while, I started receiving visions again. It felt like I had finally paused and created enough space within myself for them to land. Without that inner space, no vision can really reach you, no idea can find its way in.
I could get a glimpse of a version of myself that felt more aligned than the life I was currently living. I saw how she lived, how she carried herself, how she dressed, the kind of environment she was in, the energy she moved with. But what stood out most was that I could actually feel her in my body, not just visualize her in my mind.
There was a sense of ease, of groundedness, of quiet certainty. Nothing about her felt forced or performative. She felt softer, more relaxed, and at the same time deeply anchored in herself.
“When the visible no longer fits, the invisible starts to guide.”
Meeting a Version of Yourself That Feels More True
That moment felt like an initiation into my next level self. Not because I became her instantly, but because I had finally seen and felt something that was no longer abstract or distant. And my mind could finally comprehend why my body was reacting the way it did. I was stuck in a business that was no longer for me. That for sure would not carry me into what I saw in my visions.
Since then, I’ve stayed in connection with that version of myself. I return to her often, it’s a way of connecting and recalibrating.
And that, for me, is what “seeing the invisible” really means. It is not about creating a fantasy. It is about receiving visions of a version of you that already exists on another timeline.
She’s something I’m continuously meeting, remembering, and integrating. And I genuinely look forward to the moment where more of her becomes my everyday life.
